And She Was

Just a girl that postponed life after a bachelor’s degree with a master’s degree then found that life must be lived regardless of if you feel ready to live it or not.

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dec. 16th

Boy stands at the platform for Alewife. Girls stands on the opposite side for Ashmont/Braintree.

They stand across four rails and a combined total of 1200 volts of DC energy.

They lock eyes.

They bashfully look for an oncoming train that is minutes away.

They lock eyes.

They smirk.

More bashful glances.

The girl slyly sways, the boy tilts his forehead down to focus his gaze even more.

The on-coming train is announced.

She can she his silhouette even as the train moves between them, he is an optical illusion.

They mouth “I love you” right before the Red Line Number 3 arrives at the station.

She gets on board.

She turns around to look through the window.

He’s already looking at her.

Their heads follow each other as her train leaves. And she will see him again.

And as their trains take them in opposite directions, and he transfers, and she sleeps, and he watches TV on his couch, they will still feel those 1200 combined volts.

Monday:
-bought my lovely boyfriend the Christmas gift he really wants, but he doesn’t know he wants so it will be a surprise
-made a trip to the grocery store (and got some blue cheese stuffed olives (among other things))
-pre-made some orzo to prevent vegetable broth from going bad
-drank a martini
-ate ricotta and toast
-finished the audiobook of “Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of Your Dead”
-watched an episode of “Social Studies”
-started an audiobook
-listened to said audiobook as I scrubbed my dutch oven from burnt food from meal prepping
-took a long overdue shower
-tried to get the lint out of my hairbrushes
-read some text on nihilism
-did the dishes
-continued my duolingo streak
-sent an audiomessage to my sister
-texted my loving boyfriend about how he finished Moby Dick and went to his dad’s birthday dinner
-ordered a turtleneck I’ve been wanting since the summer
-washed my face
-dry brushed and lotioned my body
-brushed my teeth
-updated this blog
-planned my next morning
-did tomorrow’s crossword
-told my boyfriend my favorite part of the day
-watched a sitcom to go to bed

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